Day 04 – A song that makes you sad
Nothing like an emo song.
In today’s edition of “freak out about (lack of) future”, I looked up grad schools. Oh yes, I know I’m tired of school but I decided to look up places anyways. Pretty much if I ever do go back to school, I’m going East. And East as in East Coast (USA) or East (Asia). My grades are nowhere near grad school material… I shouldn’t even be an undergrad haha. Law school was such a distant dream. I think I’d go for a MA in TESOL or something education-related. Of course, I could do all of this at CSUF for an exceptional price… but I’m tired of hating my life. Environment is very important to me & I can honestly say that after 20 years in Southern California, it’s not working out.
Ahhhh fuck this. My grades fail. The ambition isn’t fully there. I should just stick to my original plan of running away to Korea.