Cracking under pressure is never cute. I normally don’t have time for such feelings but this year is proving to be quite a challenge. On top of dealing with the crap related to my current job, I also have to deal with my transition to my new school.
Both situations are kicking me in the face.
I feel like there is no way to deal with without being an asshole. When I feel like I’ve been screwed over repeatedly… when other people benefit at my expense… when shit don’t make no sense!
Anyways, I am not behind on packing up my apartment or anything. Everyday is a casual progress towards what needs to get done. I will be ready by this Sunday to move up to Seoul. I’m just waiting on some paperwork on both ends.
More than anything, I just need time and for everyone to leave me alone. I don’t want to say fake goodbyes or hug people I don’t give two fucks about. Ain’t nobody got time for that. I don’t want to make a corny speech at a lunch with people I don’t care about. Who knows what I might say haha…
Well, back to desk warming and more cleaning and packing tonight.